I'm going insane. *blink*

Well, at least I think I am. I was on the computer ALL of last night, and I had my Yahoo Messenger on. I got off the comp at around 6 or 7 something this morning. When I got on the comp again just a few minutes ago, the Yahoo Messenger was on. -_- I'm pretty sure I turned it off, but who knows.
Another reason I'm insane is because I'm starting ANOTHER fic. *whimper* WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING!?!? O.O I don't NEED another fic. I'm still needing to work on all of the other ones; my Smallville one, my Interview W/ a Vamp one, my Star Trek/Buffy one, my colabs with Jess that include a Anita Blake/Buffy fic, a Dracula/Buffy fic, and who knows how many others. I DON'T NEED ANY MORE FICS TO DO!!!!!! ;_; Help me? Why am I insane?
Jess, if you get on tonight, I'd like to hear from you. ;_;